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Waiting...

It's been an eternity since I've last posted, in fact I was certain I would most likely perhaps never post again... that this blog had had it's day and that there was truly nothing left to write. I think the biggest thing is really that it's been hard for me to write. It sounds strange but even with all the changes, new job, buying my first car, Sienna starting school... I've been waiting. I've been waiting for life to kick back into normal. This however has not happend. I've made changes and moves and countless other life adjustements since I left Barcelona (2 years ago this week) but still I wait, and I want... and I don't feel like it's all there. It's a terrible state of purgatory, one purely self inflicted I may add, but I think it's fair to call it a self made aflliction of the wait.

I'm sure it's simply adjusting to life on my own, and coming to terms with what my future has in store. But this store that my life is apparently being held at, seems to not have my size, and what I think I want looks terrible on me. So it's an ongoing cyclical strife kind of thing. Something not best really written down as it would very quickly tumble into self deprecating dribble.

So I'll stop, now (okay maybe in a minute) having mentioned it and take this moment to recogise that I am a person of action and am not in the least troubled by the thought of changing house, country and job at the blink of an eye. So waiting is against the very grain of my nature. But life throws you what you can handle, and if you can't handle it, you learn how to handle it. So waiting for me is like a life defining excersise. I just hope it doesn't take my whole life to realise that sometimes you can't engineer things and you can't always be in control. This is a bitter pill to swallow considering I earn my livelyhood organising things. Enough! Wait I must, so I shall. But I would just like to have it recorded here that I'm none too pleased about it.

On a completely different note, I had some lovely and exciting news this week. Miss Bambach got engaged! Mihir bought her a beautiful 2 carat diamond. She's of course over the moon and I couldn't be happier for them both. Now only time will tell if the wedding will be in London or Sydney or both. I best start saving up every last penny!

Ooh yes and did I mention Vegas? We had what will now been (or seems liekly to be) an annual girlie pilgimage to Vegas in early Oct. It was such fun! It was lovely to see Andrea, Autum and Sally there and seestor even came along too! Next jaunt is penciled in for Miami in April! I'm counting down the days already. See that waiting thing, it manages to weasel it's way in every little nook and cranny even when you're trying so damn hard not to wait! GRRR.